I think the worst is over. It better be. The past two days have been me trying to fake feeling fine (failing miserably) and wanting to cry. I think I cursed myself 94,000 times for not just having the damn D&C because it sucks and it's still happening.
Thanks to everyone for their good thoughts, I am just trying to get through this and they really do help.
At least my tight jeans fit again. As do my regular bras. Amazing how that fucking works.