To sum up the trip: we've been here since last Tuesday and I took my first dump today.
It's just been so sad, so draining, I haven't slept a bit. The child has been a barnacle--she will barely leave my side. We are all touchy and need to be home in our own beds. I have tons of guilt about my grandpa and about my other grandparents. And I am angry even though I know there is no point to that.
We leave on Tuesday. I cannot come soon enough.